I don't want to hate you. i shan't repeat what i did in P5.Whitney: Thn she's not fit to be your b.friend. think again, will she do tht if she is true to you? Just running off with th ticket? . Or is she just plain jealous or smth. you think. Just go think about it. want tell me stuff, tell face to face (:

just vented my angerrr on my piano just nw, wow.

I just want to be normal.
treat everyone as friends, no enemies. No hate, peace.
I hate disorder and disharmony. But is tht really so hard?
i always aspired to be a vet, just like you. But i've moved on.

I want to be a drummer,a pianist,a writer,myself.
My mother always told me to ignore what people say, but it just makes things worse. So its my habit of typing messages back; if not i'll just E.X.P.L.O.D.E.
i may seem harsh, but all th msgs i sent are all empty. i type them real fast within 10seconds, & send. over.
To tell you right here and now. I don't want to seem harsh but, yes. I do have imperfections, i admit. But why do we treat you like what you are now? The reason is simple, can i just tell you here?
It's not tht we are specially OBSERVING you. *voiced out from one person/a few* Why do you use a hairband? i know its none of our shit business, but seriously. Come on man, is thr rlly a difference in whether you use a hairband or not since your hair is alr SO NEAT.
In the canteen. You always ask people to WAIT FOR YOU when you are th last one to eat finish. BUT, if you are th first few to eat finish, you just paipaipigu walk away. ask you wait also dun want wait.
You go crazy o. guys. we do not want to hurt your feelings, around guys, you just totally ignore us. You just change your attitude SO FAST. treat us with a cold shoulder and talk like a dead-toned person. But when your around ********* stars******* or who who, you just talk like some sunshine-d preson. Why? we really would like to know.

You can say what crap behind me. Liar,Loser,Shitass,Ass,Bitch.
i know how it feels, but it dosen't hurt anymore. Cos i'm mobile. & always hv been.
I don't feel a thing when people insult/scold me. But uncontrollably i just let tears roll down for a mere few minutes, and its all over. Like gone, POOF. "ADA CA DABRA!" and it's still gone. never to come back, time dosen't wait for any man. nor womanGirl.

HIIIIIIIIIIIII.
i have no idea what i just posted :BBBBB


Ahahaha, LOL.