Day 1 — Your Best Friend(s)

Who should i start with? I have had many disputes with many people people who were once i considered my bffl like the double Ks, L, SH. In Primary school, I had very little friends and they would betray me make fun of me. Now look at them , total suckers right now. Haha, I believe in karma. h3h3 (p/s: h3h3 has been my msn emoticon since last year pls -,-) I'm really glad that I met really awesome people like Huiying and Rachael. Even though i had never once in my life been in the same tuition/class as Rachael even though we were from the same primary school, we would go down to the playground and play everyday during our psle year. The surprising thing is, we met through Blogger.

Okay enough of my sucky early life. I can't decide that specific someone to be in this post, so i'll change the topic a weeny lil' bit. will list my secondary school babes,

Jaslyn(nicknamed si bian tai)-
The one of the few who actually gave me a birthday present when i was Sec1. Because my birthday was (unluckily) in January and another reason being of the bad impression i gave or what not, few knew that my bd fell on the first month of the calendar - 1/7 was so quiet back then, now it's just major chaos. Jas actually picked out a really cute bear with 5th Jan written on it with a little side note which read "I got 5th Jan for you because that was the day we started talking!" You touched my heart sobsob :'-) There was one specific day where some of us sat inside Lot's chill room and we started spilling out stuff about two seven's 'dark era'. I felt really guilty, at that point of time I felt that i needed to help you but i did not. One of the audition player in our class that has improved loads and now, she can even freaking c6. Liew Jaslyn has accomplished a life goal 8D

LiTing-

A lovely mom/dad. I want another sister hehex. I have to admit during the first few days of school i could not stop but kept looking at Liting reason mainly being cos of her famous 'monk-like-hair' (LOLJK REALLY) :P I use to envy(not really) her about being so natural at everything and she never fail to laugh at even the lamest thing someone say. Lit's always there to help everybody in need, she's always neutral and tried her best to stay out of every fight unless she really hates that fucking issue loads - she just has to butt in. Then she got her braces which just makes her image look even funnier, you can even burst out laughing, just staring at her without blinking for 5 seconds and that will do the trick. p/s: Her braces colour changed every few months too. One day just maybe one day, this very LiTing here shall/will/may become a very famous writer of books. And her most utmost would be me - Ms Dawn Pancake.

Sarah(nicknamed bian tai)-
The youngest or us and the shyest, i just cannot deny that. I forgot how we met but i've got a pretty good feeling i knew this salad through someone 8) I really need to admit this hehe, i think we used to be awkward when we two were alone or maybe it was just me h3h3 oops. I couldn't make it to her 13th birthday party last year because i was grounded from running away from home - sorry D: . She used to audi with me daily with andrix two seven players and pretty much I sucked and lost badly sadx. I promised that i would audi with her everyday after i got my new lap because my old laptop was just freaking laggy and the cb bar keeps missing even before the thing reaches the light. When i changed my lap ist just became worse-,- Audi hangs 5 seconds for every 10 seconds that i play thus i quit audi and there came the Maple craze :) You know it's just pure hardcore from there hehx.

Whitney-

Another lovely mom/dad. I guess the first one i spoke to in the class was you (next to emerald since i already some-how knew her through pri school).  I still remember the first sentenced i asked her was "How do you spell mdm ruhaiza's name" Kekeke you replied me and the first impression you gave me was "THIS GIRL SPEAKS ANGMOH ENGLISH (Y)". Soon i got to know that whitt were from rgps, i was somehow traumatized for the next few days :b My first secondary classmate to call my handphone(or was it my house phone) was her, she asked me to bring forks/spoons bleh for our class orientation's stomp the next day. Whitney was somehow affected by two seven's 'dark era', if i knew who started those horrible nasty rumours i would not hesitate to dig their eyeballs out. A year passed and we got to know each other better - Hi 5-ing about almost anything like going to the toilet to do our business, do our nails infront of the webcam/in a closed room and got scolded by our mothers (or did you not o_o), spazz about converse sneakers, the newest scoops of any news we could find and last but not least the electronic device we talked most about and cried for was that (beep)(beep) iPod Touch. But she's got one now :b

I want/wish/hope that the above mentioned will keep smiling because we are the worst clique ever, you cry we will all cry one. Very sad indeed.


I have many others whom we were once close, but drifted due to many things which better be left unsaid. Because I think about these kind of issues every night before i sleep, what my life would be without you. And sad enough - it's pretty much the same.

actual date of posting: 3rd July 2010 11:58pm